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I realize it has been a while and no one will likely read this. That’s probably good since everything’s so different now, not quite as entertaining as it used to be. But at least I’m still kicking - that’s almost more than I expected. It’s been damn near nine months since I’ve written anywhere and I’m having a hard time getting back into the swing of it. What did I used to talk about for pages and pages? It’s difficult to remember. I can’t write about my trials with Nick anymore, he’s gone. I still have the kids to talk about. The older they get, the more they throw me. Sometimes I have no idea what to say to them, how to answer their questions. It seems impossible that I could have another on the way, but I do. I’m due in May. They say if you have more than two you’re outnumbered but I’ve been outnumbered since the very beginning. Will the new baby really change much? I’ll still be exhausted and harassed, just on a grander scale. I have a crappy dialup connection and a crappy used computer I bought from a rent-to-own joint because I’m broke. But it’s something, and I’m hoping I can reclaim a sliver of the online life I had a year ago. I miss the friends I had, even if I never met 99% of them in person. It was nice to have the sounding board and the support of so many people. It hasn’t been that way for me for a long time. Kids are: Last person who pissed me off: Heard in my house: Miss Anything? This is the last time I do someone a favor - 2006-12-13
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