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Why does my head hate me? Why? Once again I am sitting at work with a fucking migraine. I can barely see, so if there are some typos, fuck it. I can’t see what I’m typing to correct them. This is insane. There is no reason I should have migraines every other day. I cannot live like this. I think I’ve figured out what is causing them, and it is making me even more upset. I think the problem is the birth control pills I’m taking. The only reason I am taking them at all is for the egg donation. If the small amount of hormones in birth control pills are doing this to me, what is going to happen when I start taking the high dose hormones to stimulate the egg production? What’s going to happen is my brain will explode. I don’t think I can do this anymore, I really don’t, and I’m really sad about that. This is something I really wanted to do, not just because I need the money, but because I can’t imagine what it would be like to not be able to have a baby if I wanted one, so helping someone achieve that is a big deal to me. There is already a couple who chose me to be their donor! How can I just say, “Sorry, but my head hurts?” I don’t know what to do here. I do know that I am tired of having a fucking headache and I’m tired of not being able to see shit that’s right in front of me. Sure, I’ve got plenty of drugs to take now, but they obviously don’t completely prevent this and they don’t make it go away. Urgh. I just don’t know. But my head hurts. If this entry didn’t make sense, I apologize, but I can barely form a sentence right now. Sorry. Kids are: "I Am the Highway" Audioslave Last person who pissed me off: Brain. Heard in my house: Can't remember. Miss Anything? It's a boy! - 2006-12-12
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